So there's a lot of shit hitting the fan lately. From getting rejected by people I didn't even want to date nor did I ask out... they just randomly... "Sorry I want to only be friends." Ok... when did I pursue anything more than that? What kind of mind f*ck is that... anywho...

Also, I'm tired of shit in my real life and my online life... and I know I know... chances are that I'll be back on DA tomorrow because I have absoloutely no f*cking life... go mee... But I need to find a new job... or better yet, a second job. The job I have is bullshit. To still get paid I can only work 20 hours because that's all a paid volunteer is allowed I guess?! I dunno... so I'm going to find a job even if it means I'm working my ass off nights at McDonalds... Atleast I know they'd start me off at a Manager in Training from past experience.

As to stuff here... I'm... really... I dunno... DA seems to be one of the most amazing places ever. Beautiful women, awesome people, and really talented artists. It also seems to be the home to... the biggest perverts [muah], crazys, psychos, far too many emos than I'm actually willing to deal with. Sometimes y'know... I wish my hair, my lawn, and my cheese were emo so they'd cut themselves. Take a lot of work out of my life but no, it isn't that easy. And I know I'm going to get a comment... 'Mannnn that's not right. I'm emo, I don't cut.' If you're not emo... and you don't cut... then you're obviously not emo. I hate generalizations anyways because guess what!!! You put me in a group and I'm usually prep. Me, a prep. Go figure. Sweater vests, name brand jeans, ect., but it's not the case. People shouldn't be put out based on groups but if you're gonna label yourself a thug/gangster I'll stereo type you as one. Label yourself an emo and I'll stereo type you as one.

Well... anywho... let the fan mail pour in, let the anger and hatred fall down and y'know what... I'm gonna avoid DA for a while...