Alright, let me first say... this will probably be a rant. Also, if anyone can help me change my recent deviation of my girlfriend and myself to make it so that it's no longer a print, I would love you for ever.

Now as to how I feel... The first moment of ranting... My grandmother, Mary-Ellen, my mother's mom, died last March. In May, my great-step-grandfather, the closest thing to a father that I had died on May 11th. In July, they found my other Great Grandfather dead... in his apartment... and he had been dead for 2 or more weeks, they won't tell us. So in terms of family members, I always felt so lucky to have so many grandparents and such a large family... Apparently... I was lucky, my children will not be.

Second article of ranting... I am now an uncle. Yes, for those of you who know me I have an older half sister who I've yet to meet, two younger half brothers and then my younger sister who is my sibling... For those of you who do know me, you know she's 14... And yes, she has a child. In her defense, my neice if beautiful beyond belief.

On to the third piece of my rant. I have given my two weeks notice at Target, this saturday will be my last day. September 14th I'll be going up to Albany New York on a business trip to be trained for my new job at Verizon. I got my GED back in August, mathmatics wise it has shown me that... I'm so retarded. I got a 66 on the GED, that's passing still. Thank god. I also, am now a college student. Only one class for now because financial aid has yet to kick in and my class is out of my pocket. From the time I got my GED and the time student registrations were over, I only got one pay check and the entirety of that went to paying for my ONE class that... [the college double billed me for and now I have an over draft at the bank. Gotta argue that one tomorrow with them.]

I guess my life is going pretty well... Right now I'm trying to major in History, then I plan on minoring in political science. I love Politics, History, and the likes. It was a sad, sad day for everyone in Massachusetts now that Ted Kennedy has passed away. I might be a Republican, which is very rare in my state, but he was a great man, although some may argue that; I will not. The one thing that this will bring is hopefully more scrutiny on the Health Care Reform they're trying to jam down our throats as tax payers. And now, it will give this state a chance to reform itself. Hopefully a Republican will run for Senate. I will vote for Romney, Healy, or Schilling if they run.

So... just a very quick rant... The way things seem to be going... my g/f and I might be breaking up soon. She seems to be avoiding me quite often and she's putting the blame of our relationship on me saying it seems I don't care about her the way I used to... How much am I supposed to do when she doesn't come over and I work 6 days a week? Don't have a house phone to call her, or any of that...? There goes the joys of almost 3 months.

So, I'm letting a lot of you know as of right now, a lot of people I watch are being removed off of my list... honestly... I've changed... I'm growing tired of seeing people nude everytime I click my deviations. I'm tired of seeing stupid pictures taken by people left and right of what they LOOK like today or how their locker is black and white... I'm... even my own works are no longer being looked at by myself as works... My myself has been changed over dramatically, now it's time to change my Deviantart.

So... yeah... today makes 4 years on DA.

Alright. Just figured I'd keep you all up to date. I'm being kicked out of my house by my mother next week so I won't be on the internet... well... at all if she actually follows through with it. Other than that, three more days and I'll have been a member of DA for 4 years. Wheeeeee.